Friday, February 13, 2009

Fear

My biggest physical fear is SNAKES. I have a HUGE, CRAZY fear of them.

I am like Julie. I can't watch movies with them, look at pictures, hear them or even think they are there. I will have nightmares. I just break down and cry.

Chris has always wanted to own a snake. like it's his life mission. I can't think of anything more scary to me. Having a snake in my house. Even a small one.

I think I would have nightmares every day, IF I could ever sleep. And if I had a new baby around....oh my gosh! I'm getting tense just thinking about it.

I used to like snakes. I would go for walks with my Grandma and pick up the gardener snakes for her.

Mr Riechel used to have one in his class room. I almost transferred out of his class because of it.

I don't know what made me change from liking them to being so scared of them, I can't walk down the pet store section with snakes. I make Chris go first. SERIOUSLY! I have even talked to a counselor about it, it's that big. But nothing. She said that I probably got scared so bad that it isn't a memory anymore. I blocked it from my brain.

I'm so scared to move. There are scary snakes in New Mexico and Florida. We'll just have to see.

Well anyway, there we go! Our fears are out there.

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